`Saturday, October 30, 2004;__
My results suckz lk hell!!
Finally i'm back to post! yea lots of things happened!
Got back my report book on thursday. my msg is lk 3.2 Gosh!!!
ARGH!!! i FAILED maths again! and i got E8 for maths!! wtf!! And bcoz of tt my MSG is so damn high!! arghh! f_ck!!! i HATE MATHS!!! i jus cant do well
for tt! my other subjects still okay!!! haizz.. so next year go 2B.at first thought rowenna wud go same class as me but they group the classes accordin to the MSG. so yep she got the chance to go 2A. Huiteng and veron r 2A too! oh man i'm in 2B!! actually i was so glad tt i go B but end up i got so sad coz all my good frens either go A or C or even D!! sob sob* ='( Life gonna get so damn joyless without all my good frens in my class next year! haiz. well lets hope next year gonna be a better year though chances of bein better is kinda low lah!
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TRANSFER SCHOOL???
yep this is the only topic tt i have with my parents at home! they only know to ask me transfer skool but they dunnoe how i gonna feel when i leave my frens! esp those frens tt we came together from our primary school!!! we have been frens for so long and we've nvr leave each other for so long and now they wan me to transfer skool! NO WAY i'm not goona do tt i promise! though sometimes i thought of transferin skoll so tt i can change CCA but if i gonna leave my frens den i wud rather not transfer! i'm so confussed!
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`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 11:55 AM;__
`Saturday, October 23, 2004;__
Hilary Duff - come clean
[+]COME CLEAN[+]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
Back to when the earth, the sun, the stars all aligned
'Cause perfect didn't feel so perfect
Trying to fit a square into a circle
Was no lie
I defy
[chorus:]
Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
'Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm comimg clean, I'm coming clean
I'm shedding
Shedding every color
Trying to find a pigment of truth
Beneath my skin
'Cause different
Doesn't feel so different
And going out is better
Then always staying in
Feel the wind
[chorus]
I'm coming clean
Let the rain fall
Let the rain fall
I'm coming clean
[chorus]
Let's go back
Back to the beginning
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 7:42 AM;__
`Friday, October 22, 2004;__
HATE MATHS!
As usual i failed my maths!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 4:33 PM;__
`Thursday, October 21, 2004;__
Lols copycats?
hey now at veron hse waitin for her to get ready so we can set off to sentosa!
shes bathin now yups! so i decided to write a post !
well i guess everybody hate copycats! eps when tt person copy every thing u do...!well veron got so fucked up coz somebody(her kinda close fren)copy every oh i mean almost everything! hey gals pls have some so called originallity (wadever u spell tt)
pls! coz nobody wud lk ppl to copy them!i mean some things still okay but dun copy till is so obvious yea? hehex pls sit back and figure it out if u think tt ur tt sort of ppl! not gonna mention name but hope u noe wad we're tokin abt yea? lols NO OFFENCE K!!
Hey gotta go SENTOSA le!! muahaha.. cya!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:39 AM;__
`Tuesday, October 19, 2004;__
Exams over!!!
Now finally exams are OVER!!!
though is over but how cum i dun even have the mood?
tats totally not me!in the past i wud be celebratin by now!
but now i dun have the mood. everybody seem so moody around
me. well for some they r still very cheerful! i hate the
other side of me when i got to put on a smile on my face
all the time when i am not even happy at all!
seriously i hate it! i hate the feelings!
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i got fed-up wif chenswee!on msn he asked me y did i block
his other account well i dunn noe ! i onli noe tt i did
delete one but i dun remember i block him!
okay wadever it is he shudnt be so childish yea? and he
message me and gose lk HUIJUAN U BLOCK MY OTHER ACCOUNT AH?
so i didnt reply as mei jin was helpin me with my blogskin
thing. and he type again: OKAY FINE U BLOCK ME! FROM NOW ON
U AND ME NOT FRENS ANYMORE! den awhile later he sent again I HATE U
wtf yea? lk i own him huh? so today saw christine den after tt
chenswee came! i assume tt they meet each other! okay wadever
I DUN GIVE A FREAKIN DAMN! I'll NEVER feel sad without a fren
lk him okay! i got so fucked up bcos of him! he can show us his
DAMN attitude but y cant we show him!? tts so unfair alrite?!!
so yea now we r no more frens since tts wad he want! i shall grant
him his wish!
-BUT PLS DUN EVER SHOW ME TT FREAKIN ATTITUDE COZ I GONNA DOTCH
OUT UR EYEBALLS IF U DO SO!- I jua hate the attitude tt u gave
in the past! DUN ever show it again or u gonna regret!
-Pissed off bcoz of ur damn attitude is jus so terrible + horrible-
Oh yah i gotta thanks M.J for helpin me with the new layout!
To veron: hey gal i jus thx her okay! lols...
To chenswee: DUN BE SO CHILDISH WITH FRENSHIPS OKAY! sit back
and think abt ur and change them! and tt wud make u easier to
mix arnd with frens!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 1:30 AM;__
`Thursday, October 14, 2004;__
Gonna Flunk my Examz!
Oh has been really long time since the last time i blog in!
Erm exams kinda lkk finsihin soon?! yups but i can sense tt
i gonna fail 3 subjects! my maths,geography & history!
Yups so i gonna get ready to go 2D next year or normal!
I DUN WANT TO GO NORMAL!!!I REALLY DUN WAN TO!!
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so today got history & art paper!history was really diff loh.
so yep cant be bother now! anyway today the DM announce to the
whoole sch tt our principle car kana scratch by two gals from
1G oh yea they r my frens! lols they'r really brave! den heard
my frens said this mornin they came to our class to say good bye!
lols! they gonna get expel from sch... oh man gona miss their jokes!!
okay wadever it is jus wish them good luck yea!
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*He* called me jus now! yups i miss his voice i wud say ,
and i miss him! i really do... muahaha he gonna call me real soon..
haha gonna miss his voice lk siao!
Now at huiteng house gotta revise for tml sci!! buaiz..
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 5:30 AM;__
`Thursday, October 07, 2004;__
Mood swing!
oh well have been kinda few days didnt post yea! haiz too busy! exam cumin!!!
i kinda not feelin well yesterday coz i felt dizzy the whole day long every thing arnd me seems to be turning round & round!
my life sucks all the time tts expected! but yesterday was kinda okay cos we went to Ting jian's house and kinda have lots of fun!
so today is another boring day! kinda lk tried to pay attention in class but i failed to do so coz i jus cant have the damn mood! i was slackin during english lesson so miss ang was lk'huijuan have u finished ur work?' den i was lk mumbling to myself lah i goes lk 'knn lah u give us so many worksheet for the pass few months and u expect us to go through all of them jus by the 2 periods of ur less? den huiteng was lk scoldin lk hell too... lols first time see her so angry heh!
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 9:41 PM;__